For US. :)
Everything’s over. Everything was said and done. All I need to do is move on and forget all the bad things that happened. Both had made mistakes, we have no one to blame. I didn’t imagine myself doing this because I thought I can do it but unexpectedly, here I am missing those times we were together and enjoying each other’s company. I wasn’t able to give him a chance for the last time because I’m afraid everything won’t turn out right and I’ll have my heart broken for the fourth time. I did everything I could to fix everything but I guess that wasn’t enough. I accidentally fell in love with someone. I told him that for him to at least do something so my love for that other guy won’t grow but unfortunately, he didn’t do anything, he just let me be. Now, everyone’s putting the blame on me because I wasn’t able to do that “3-month-rule” thing. Yeah, that’s my fault but I wouldn’t be like this if only he did something to stop what I’m feeling for that guy but no, as usual, he did nothing. So it was our fault. Now, forgive and forget. I need to accept the fact that he can be linked with some other flirty girls out there and that we can’t be together again. What I need to do now is be happy with my life, be contented with what I have. Every second counts. Goodbye 3 years. Goodbye 29. Goodbye Nero. I just want you to know that I LOVED YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. I did everything for US. I’ve sacrificed a lot for you. Whatever happened before was just something to test our love for each other and I found out that your love for me was extraordinary, thank you so much. It just so happened that I wasn’t satisfied with what we have lately so I wasn’t able to return your love and I really am sorry for that. However, I hope I made you happy. Thank you for everything you did for me. Thank you so much for making me happy. I really did enjoy everything we were before. Thank you for accepting what I am and what I can’t be. I believe that someday, in God’s time, if we really are for each other, our roads will cross again. Let’s just be happy for now. I really do hope, SOMEDAY. :) I’ll miss you a lot.
